cedeynye....

iz been a while i didnt update my blog nih... rase len pulak ble stat nk tulis...

so.. juz wanna write sumthing happened 2 me da past 2 week... iz start when my ex ade sumthing 2 do.. n i pulak xblk kg dat week sbb nk settle kn proposal yg nk kne submit isnin kt my advisor... mula2 mmg plan nk go out wif my ex.. but last minit de cancel plan plak.. sooo tensen dat tym.. lgsg xde mood nk wat keje... actually my ex n i mmg kwn dr sek.. so, even ble da putus pn, km mmg baik.. break pn cr baik la... de slalu ckp.. ade jodoh, ade la... so.... i follow da flow.. =P

bebalik ngn citer td... oleh krna bosan sgt.. so, i plan nk go out ngn 1 guy ni... i noe him from tagged.. lma gak la km kwn thru cyber-world nih... maybe iz tym kot i meet dat guy.. when we 1st met, sgt2 bosan... ckp asik nk perli2 jek.. i dunno la.. rs nk blk jek tym 2.. tp lama2 ble da start borak ngn de.. kinda nice gakk...

start dat day, km jd rapat.. i do hv feelin' kt de... same goes wif him... so, nk kt declaire kapel 2, xkot.. sbb kejap sgt jmpe.. tp i tried to get rid of my pas.. n start sumthin' new.. even de younger den me... but i tried 2 accept it... besides.. im not dat old..br 24 yr old taw.. kiranya.. dat moment.. mmg happy moment la... sume best jek... kdg2 xsaba nk jmpe de.. even bdn penat sgt coz keje dr pagi smpi ptg... tp psl de, i sacrifice my free tym...

but.. ku sangka cerah hingga ke ptg.. upenya ujan paneh lak tb2... 1 day i wonder y.. nape de senyap jek.. not even 1 single msg i received from him... i thot he kinda busy (even de stdy..n i working... but still i've got tym 2 replying msg)... dat nite i msg tnye wat's wrong wif him... n suddenly... he said.. nk kurang kn msg...n nk 'dump' me.. gosh.. wat da heck.. dat moment mmg frust skit la... even i jus noe him.. but i do hv feelin kt de... mlm 2 i tnye leklok... n he said... kwn ngn sy.. de byk wat dosa... dat word i remember until now.. ape laa yg i da wat kt de sampai de ckp cam2... even my hearth said dat de da ckp girl yg de nk tue... but i hv no guts nk speak out...

ati mmg sakit sgt.. sbb mula2 de yg beria2 nk km close.. tp nk wat camne... org da xnk... watpe nk paksa2 kn... bia la de bahagia.. i juz wish happy 4 him...i hope de taw pe yg da wat... bkn nk berdendam... tp as always... wat u give.. u get back... maybe ni my punishment kot... sbb penah men2 kn 1 guy nih... 2 dat guy... im truly sowy... maybe tue lah KARMA.... but i do accept it as my pengajaran... next tym.. i will not do such a silly thing like i did when i date him.... aminnnn...