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why am i post dis song.... why ehh??... i dunno.... maybe tetibe teringat my ex... yes... im lame... benda lepas sibuk diingat2... tp wat am i suppose 2 do... dat thing suke pop-up dlm kepala nih... tetibe jek benda2 ni boleh masuk kepala hotak nih... especially when i felt lonely... yes.. today a bit bored... mmg bosan tahap cipan mengandung... 2 yg ingt mcm2...
bohong laa kl i kate i xsedeh ble dpt taw yg my ex da kawen n now ade title encik... td i g msg my fwen kerol ( his beshfwen..) malu sungguh ble kerol nasihat suh get rid of it.... ( ofcoz kerol aku nk lupekn... tp like i said before.. 1st luv payah nk lupe... sumpah... xtipu...).. xpasal2 si kerol kne pujuk i.. ecewaahh... xde maknenye pujuk.. he just nasihatkn i jek...
( juz now kerol did mentioned yg ari ni 4th anniversary dia kapel ngn my fwen shima... so, i wish both of u..cpt2 kawen.. da gatai sgt da 2... hehehe... i felt soooooo proud sbb i yg jd match maker u bedua... hehe... )
key la... penat la nk sedey2 jek sepanjng arie nih... thesis xsiap lg... gaya mcm sume da siap jek... xpe.. anta isnin... still hv plenty of tym( korok mu aisya uiitt.... byk lg xsiap.. tp malas btl nk wat... hehe)... k.. nyte guys....
Saturday, October 31, 2009
peLaMin aNganku MusnaH
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Friday, October 30, 2009
BosaNnye Dok Sowg2 nih....
I have no idea... dok umah sowg2 pnye laa bosan... abg, akak, adek.. sume xde... kra cm i ni anak tunggal la... waa.. cant imagine org yg mmg anak tunggal... sure gaban bosan nk mati... naik mati kutu dok umah ni sowg2... keluar?? malas... ayah da isikn myk kete penuh... so, kne jimat coz dia sunday kne blk KL blk... hehe... al-maklumla... skrg income da xde... scholarship pn da xmasuk lg... so, kne besabau la dok umah... hehehehe...
smlm, my special fwen ajak g berkemah... hehe...fyi.. sepanjang idup, i xpenah berkemah... ciuslly... agak lembik kn?? hehehe... kalo jd, i teringin nak join... but 1st, i need to get my mom's n my dad's permission... kl x, adeehh... siapa yg ajak?? bia laa rahsia... =P poyoooo
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
ReCap.....
tetibe jek, i teringat zaman ms sekolah dlu2... sooo funny... mmm... teringat zaman muda2.. mase br start nk masuk hostel... well... dlu i sekolah kat SMKA Kuala Selangor... huhu...( sure korg ckp cmni kn....laaaa bdk sekolah agama upenye de ni... xmcm pun.. hehe... xpe2.. i'll understand....hehe.. )
ingat lg.. dlu nawwar mimpi kerepek... sampai mengigau kerepek2.... aimi lak... ngigau jd ketua asrama... ms 2 km 1dorm... dorm 31... hehe.. kelaka gak bile ingat2 lg... masa form 1, slalu kne mrh ngn akak2 senior coz blk mcm tongkang pecah... pulak 2, dorm i laa terkenal ngn bdk2 yg 'famous'... yg paling jht, gediks, sume2 la... ade kt dorm 44... hehehe.... best2...
la ni... most of my fwen tym sekolah da kawen... n da best part.. they even have babies... hehe... antara yg da kawen.. shida, ct, farah, akma, ain S, salman... n byk lg ar... yg paling xle blah... FARAH... dia laa mbr aku yg plg gile2 lg... 2 pn da kawen... hukhuk... ( ciuslly farah... aku cm xcya ko da kwen.... soo soon... hehehe)..
yup... ble pikir2 blk... bdk2 yg kawen awl tue, sume pendiam2 tym sekolah... adeeehhh... nyesalnyeeee xjd pendiam dlu... kalau x, da kawen pn i ni... hahahahaha... silly...
ttb i teringat abg senior yg i minat separuh nyawa dlu... oleh kerana i cant find him... so, i'll mention his name... muhammad faiq ngah.... huhuhu... mmg xmalu btl... dlu, sukee sgt tgk abg 2 besilat.. pas2 de dok kelas pandai lak 2... isk2... rs kecil lak diri ni dibandingkn ngn dia... hehehe
last thing i heard about him... dia stdy kt UTP... pas2, xtaw da... isk2... entah2 dia da kawen skrg... untung nye sape yg jd wife dia... 4 me...perfect sgt2... hehehe.... just wish him best of luck... walau kat mane dia berada... i will always thinking of u... ecewaahh... xde la.. men2 jek... hehe... zaman i bdk2 dlu... ble ingat blk.. mmg best... =) owwhhh.. i miss dat moment.... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Hari Ini Hari Rabu
today.. i decided nk blk kg.. hehe... dok lama2 kt KL tue, wat perabeh duit jek.... besides Lin & Fad (my roomates) dorg keje... so, xde sape nk company i kt umah 2... arie isnin, mmg sucks... sume psl prezent tue... den arie selasa, nk ilangkn tensen, join my sister pnye skol trip... beshh...
so.. rini, pagi2 bute i da bgn...pas solat subuh... trus bukak laptop... nape?? no idea... hehe.. bored maybe... den, i siap2 pack brg yg nk diangkut bwk blk kg... antara brg2 penting i.....
1st... my laptop... ( without it.. im dead.. sbb thesis sume dlm laptop nih... hehe)
2nd.. my tortoise a.k.a KURA KURI... (actually.. afta tgk mcm ne kura kuri bila da besar kt safari smlm, i was thinking... nk lepaskn dorg la... scary doww... it can bite ur finger... sampai PUTUS taw... besides, bile dia da besar, da xcumel da... hehehe)
3rd... my beg makeup... (im not kinda person yg suke make up sgt... tp entah... mmg suke angkut brg2 tue kulu-kilir... hehe....)
pas da siap2... trus start kete n go to UiTM's clinic... hehe.. seb bek uitm tue 1jln nk blk kg... u noe wat... sbb i batuk2 almost 2weeks... doc suh i wat blood test... n i felt soooo 'macho' bcoz... i relex jek tgk bile nurse tue cucuk jarum kt tgn i... ngeri... i tgk, kt dlm picagari tue, darah masuk byk.. hehe...trus lenguh tgn...
syukur alhamdulillah.. doc kate, xde ape2 infection kt my blood... so, pas amik ubat yg banyak tue... i drove to jusco... saje jln2.. tbe2 teringin mkn mcd... so, mkn laa mcd sowg2 mcm org gile... hehe... actually i used to it... xde hal la wat pape sowg2... bkn mati pun... hehehe...den beli seluar jeans... mmm.. ade offer... so, ape lg.. carik my size...try test... n p kat counter.. byR laa ..pe lg... hehe
hope bekas jarum kt tgn i ni, xde laa lebam mcm ms derma darah dlu... truk tgn i lebam... org len pn derma darah gak.,.. tp xseteruk i... huhu... key la... nk bace novel... mood nk wat report xde lg... lgpn, ngah tgu msg abg Shah... risau gak kt de... sbb rini de pn jmpe doc arie ni... wat check up... hopefully, i will b ok... nothing serious... harap2 laa.....
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
SchOoL TrIp....
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StresSss nye... sengaL
Finally, i finished my presentation... pagi2 buta da bgn n start kete... kne gerak awl coz kt federal highway tue, takot jem... ciuslly... u cant imagine cmne jem kt KL nih... mau patah kaki ni baaiiii.... gerak kol 715paGi... sampai around 8pagi... lepak2 dlm kete.. tgk2 my slides 4 presentation....
ampehh.. ingt start pagi.. coz km sampai pnye laa awl tahap gaban....NAMUNNN... dr.rasid lak suh postponed coz de sakit perut... stress.. dr 15-20mnt prezentation, dia suh short kn to 5MINIT... gileee rr... stress gle.... dok bekampung kt kelas 2...da r xsihat sgt... dok batuk2 sampai nangis2... huhuhu... ( kl batuk..mata asik berair jek... hihihi)
huummm.. im da 1st prezenter.. shit.. nyesal volunteer... kena tembak gle2 ngn dr.rasid.. dlm byk2 soklan... syukur i boleh jwp... NAMUNN... 1 soklan yg rs senang... X BOLEY JAWAP baaiii... de tnye significant of study... rs nak nangis kt depan 2.. cm org bodo pn ade... sengih2 jek la jwpnnye... isk2....(awatlaaaa sengal sgt... benda senang pn xle jwp)... bdk2 lain pn same.. truk kne ngan dia... waaaa... guys... we need to do our best in our final paper.... isk2... streesss....
abes prezent, around 5pm... den g subang... since abg Shah br blk outstation g Indon.. so, jmpe dia sat... saje.. rindu baii... hahahaha... almost 6days xjmpe... hahaha...poyo nk mampus... hehehe.. g mkn2... 1st tym rs tosai rawa... pelik gak r rsnye....
xsihat lg ar... sakit abdomen ni dok batuk2... mata pn dok berair2 jek... cm tragis dok nangis2... hahaha... pas teman dia g mydin, den blk... blk2 bdk2 nih da membuta.... even iz only 10pm.... ape laaa.. xjiwa remaja btl... hehehe... k laa... pasni nk kne g MINES lak... join my sister pnye rombongan sekolah.. hehehe... boring.. plus... i nk wat kerja2 amal lak hehe... jga my sister pnye student... k la... nk kemas2 blk... choowwww
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
~kehidupan~
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Friday, October 23, 2009
Sore xdak.... =((
adoyai... today, mmg truk ar.. nk demam... dr pagi td sejok semcm... la ni, suara lak ilang... ckp kt phone td pn suara ilang2... my BFF encik azizul call td.. semata2 nk gelak kn coz i lost my voice.. cesss ' kau mmg kuang assaamm'... hahaha...
afta dat, call abg Shah plak.. adehh.. back 2 back call... mmg perit tekak ni nk ckp...owh goshh...memandangkn dia nk g outstation ke Indon, i tried so badly to talk to him... now... ciusly, i TOTALLY lost my voice.. mama!!!!! huhu.. iz gonna be da boring wekend..
1st bcoz i need to finish up my thesis... sbb dis monday kne prezent...finding pn xsiap lg... damn!!!...harap dpt laa siapkn..
2nd he's not around... nk roaming pn, xdan... dia sibuk... so, dun wanna disturb him... krg xsiap lak keje kt sne... xpasal2 kne xtend dok sane lg... huhu
susahnye xde suara.. nk melalak pn payah... huhu... aik... suddenly abg Shah on9... ye ye... at least ley ilangkn windu before de nek flight dis early morn... hehehe... gataii mu ni sya uiit... hehehehe
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
maAlangnyeeee...........
mm.. wat a day... smlm spnjng pagi wat thesis smbil YM ngn yasmin... bdn da start rs xsedap... tekak perit sgt2.. mcm nk demam.. adeehh.. ptg ni nk anta ubat abg shah.. smlm de ttgl dlm kete... lgpn, ptg2 mmg kne kua.. nnt kete kne saman.. =(( sbb paking kt tempt yg xle paking... hehehe...
rsnye, smlm arie malang kot... da laa nk demam... kenkunun nk g uitm mintak sign mr ang... but, ttgl laa kad biru tue.. hantu btl... da separuh jln ke shah alam, br sedar ttgl kad 2.. isk2...
1st- paking jauh dr PTAR.. sape yg xtaw 2, PTAR tue library student uitm... da siap bwk laptop nih... punye laa turun naik library cr socket.. haram xjmpe.. geram btl.. seb bek laptop ringan =(( (wonder when laa abg shah nk bg pnjm lptop changeh de.,... huhuhu)...
2nd- xperasan ttekan alarm... my kete ni,pelik skit.. pas2 tgh2 drive, ttb bbnyik.. malu gile... seb bek kt uitm xramai... kl x, bunuh dri jek ar.. hehehhe...
pala da start bepinar da... minyk kete lak abes... xpasan dlm purse xde duit... dgn rs confident yg tinggi, parking btl2 tepi pump.. bangla tue siap tnye nk isi bape... n siap bsuhkn kete lg.. ble masuk kedainye, ATM lak out of service.. mangkuk.. bkn sekali... dua kali petrol pump yg i pegi, dua2 same... apalah nasib ku... waaaaaaaaaa....
Thank God, dlm purse ade sehinggit n dlm kete ade 20sen... utk byr toll... if not, i dunno wat elsse 2 do... ble jmpe abg shah, dia gelak kn jek... ceesss... ingt sampai situ jek nasib malangnye... afta i drop him, n nk blk, xde paking plak...7 TIMES dok pusing2 cr paking... 7 KALI baaaiii.... da giv up daa... tp alhamdulillah, ade 1 tempat kosong... tp side parking... hantam saja... janji parking (even ri2 da tecalar skit... waaa.. kete aku!!!!)
laa ni, bdn dok mengeletar2 jek... sejok... lg sejuk dr kt genting... hohoho... key la... nk mkn jap.. pas2 nk sambung wat thesis... arap2 jgn laa lupe nk call mr ang lg.. hoho.. =)
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
gEnTing.....
p sane pn, kebus tebal sgt...the best part is... kenkunun abg shah kate, nk SUPRISE... ceehh.. ingt g OU ker, KLCC ker... ( shopping pn 1 of my 'terapi'.. hehehe)...oleh kerana xtaw, i pn xbwk sweater... bapak sejookk... nak pnjm abg shah pnye sweater, dia pn demam... so, nk xnk, tahan jek laa.....
now... skrg, ngah suffer sakit tekak ni....i bkn tahan sgt cuaca sejuk... xcited pnye pasal smlm, xrase pn sejuk kt genting 2... hehehe...
dis msg i dedicate to all my fwen, MAMA, LIN, LELA, MIN, FARD, CD, AWE, CAER, MEKTUK.... aku da g genting taw.. korg da xle nk kutuk2 aku xsampai sane lg... hahaha
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Sunday, October 18, 2009
LaSt dAy of Kojeee...
Tym to rest... penatnye ngadap laptop nih... ececehhh... actually, br mlm ni start ngadap... b4 ni, dok men2 jek.. xde mood nk wat... ni ble da tgl sowg2 kt umah, br ade mood... tp da letey wat ayat.. so, on9 plak... dok tgk FB td.. bosan... so, stat laa ngarut kt blog i nih... hehehe
ok.. dis post, wanna tell u guys psl keje yg i da Xyah dtg lg.. sbb da abes practical... ingat lg, kl x, tym2 mlm ahad camni, da tido taw tym2 mcm nih... kenkunun nk stamina coz sok esok kne keje... but not for tonight.. rase relexx sgt.... hahaha.. just need to finish up my thesis... dats all...
da day b4 abes ri2, sempat laa gak amik2 pic kt ofis..bestt... tgk je laa pic2 kt atas 2... believe it or not... yg dok beraksi kat atas 2, sume ustaz2 kt takaful... hahaha... training dept... mmg syok... kelaka tgk dorg 2... hehehe...
dat day, iz only, kak long n kak azwa jek yg keje... dua2 bos besa xde... cik din cuti... kak farah lak g melaka... so, sempat amik pics ngn akak2 bdua jek... turut menyelit.. family agency dept... hehe... kak rini ngn as (practical gak... cam i)...
sure pasni rindu kt suasana ofis.. yelaa.. afta 5month keje, mustahil xrindu... hehe...last day ri2, duit xkua pn.. (unless utk byr toll.. minyak xpayah coz abg Shah da tolong isikn... hehehe)...tym breakfast, abg zulkhairi belanje... hehe.. lunch lak, kak rini (agency sales) lak belanje... hehehe.. kl x kak azwa nk belanje.. tp da janji ngn kak rini.. so, selamat duit kak azwa.... hehehe
key la... mood nk wat thesis da mai blk... nk start wat koje blk....
p/s* akak yg pakai tudung merah baju hitam 2 kata, kl org tnye de single lg ker, ckp single lg... tym keje mmg laa single... tp ble blk, anak da menanti dirumah.. hehehe... sowi kak rini... hehehehee
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bosaannnnn
adeeehh.. bosannyeeeeee..........
siang td bwk my lil sister g jenjln kt shah alam... xde beli pape pn... but still duit abes kne paww ngn adek... hahaha... 2 yg malas kua 2... =P
xtaw laa nape recently, bdn asik sengal2 jek... ni pas drive, trus sakit2 bdn... maybe sbb smlm kot.. blk keje.. (my last keje)... n stuck dlm jem... slalu kl blk nek motor, dlm sejam da sampai... tp nek kete, almost 2hours laa gak.. nak tcabut kaki ni... sbb bwk manual.. letey2...
mmmm.. arie ni sehari suntuk abg shah xmsg... dia outstation g Sabah... adeehh.. next tym abg, plssss bring ur phne charger.. penat laa camni... ari 2 g hong kong n manila 2 pn xbwk gak ehhhh... no worries... next tym, i hang charger 2 kt leher abg... bia xlupa...mmmmmmm....
ni pn actually br bgn tido.. pas mkn td, trus ttdo...ingat nk wat thesis jap.. tp mood xde laa... nk karang ayat pn xle... paneeehhh sgt rini... maybe nk ujan kot...adeehh.. jgn laa ujan.. sok nk g ain kawen... g masuk sawah 2, sure lopak2... adeehh.. abes laa kotor blk kete... da ar setengah nyawa basuh kete td... isk2...
key la... dr i buang mase on9 ni, better tido jek.... but b4 tue kne g smyg dlu....
p/s* abg Shah.. afta u arrive nnt, pls do msg me... if not, xmo kawan... hahahaha
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Saturday, October 17, 2009
My HaPpy WeEkenD….
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Thursday, October 8, 2009
tym 2 mengarut
dis evening i think i wanna go out with sumone.. huhu.. n i really2 want to 'paaww' dat abg a cute little gorgeous SNAKE... yess snake... hahaha.. i really wanna have that thing... very2 badly.. hehe.. even i noe dat my fwen sume geli, but still, i want it... hahahaha
dis msg i dedicate 2 'abg S'..( now i cannot display da real name... nnt En.Adnan bocor rahsia...).. hahaha...bebalik kt cite td... to abg S... thanxx 4 da kitty.. (patung ofcoz..)... skrg xle kosong sgt kete sya 2.. hehehe... tp kn kl dpt real snake, lg sya suke... hahaha... men2 jek
gosshhh...da lambat2... td pas subuh gatai tdo blk... ok2... nk choow nih... daaa
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Sunday, October 4, 2009
~my day~
leteyy nyee wat thesis nih... br pas masukkn data utk SPSS for my thesis... adeeehh.. tue jek yg i taw.. tang nak analyze xreti nak wat camne... td da mntk tlg mama... arap2 boley settle laa thesis i b4 dis khamis... kl x, mr.ang sure bising sbb xsiap lg... isk2....
penatt ooo... td br pas tulis2 kt souvenir yg nk bg kt staff dept i.. seb bek abg tolong... kl x, msk.. da laa xbape nk creative... hehehe...
yahoooo.... since mlm smlm, i da try drive my new car.. saga jek... xmampu nk beli mahal2... ok2 laa utk i yg br nk keje next yr... pas blk dr KL smlm ptg, borak2 ngn mama n ayah... pas2, ajak abg teman g umah akak... amik mc tym cuti raya ri2...i drive sndri taw... slma ni xpenah bwk auto... dis tym, no problemo.. hehhe..
ok la... nk tido... ngntuk lak.. dok nguap jek dr td... ehehehe
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Thursday, October 1, 2009
Appy + Bored...
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