my life...

sumpah... da lama gile aku xupdate my blog ni.... mmg byaaaakkkkkkkkk gile changes dlm idup aku ni... hehe.... ok... aku summarize kn jek ape jd kat aku all dis while....

1. aku da CONVO!!!!
2. aku da di absorb... huhuhu ( dunno whether to sedey or apy...)
3. aku ade cinta baru.... en shahril... :)

ok... krg kl ade idea lg, aku tulis eh... mmg lama sgt xupdate... i noe.. huhuhu...

pasni nk kne g pekan.. cari baju... aku terpilih nk g teambuilding... kat PD... ala2 kem komander la... huhu... da la mmg itam.. pasni, itam lg la aku... pas g team buiding 2, aku nk g sabah la... yahhhoooo... VACAYYYYY... hehehe... key la... chowww

JenjALan

huwaaa... i br jek bgn tido.... umm.. subuh gajah maa.. truk btl.... bdn tersgt2 laa leteh... tido mati... lgsg xtjaga...

smlm, i, lin ngn mama g jenjln... g umah lela kt Kuala Kubu Bharu... abg de kawen... makaihh.. punye laa jauh... sakit pinggang i drive....

mkn kat kenduri 2, kejap jek... pas2 ktorg b3, g mandi sungai pertak. tempat kegemaran ktrog tym stdy dlu... sangat2 best....

xtaw la.. nape recently, jiwa asik kacau jek... sume terfikir blk...especially bende2 yg wat i sakit atie... waa.. stressnyeee... rasa kl nk lempang, dah lama i lempang....

stress mmg stress... tp malas laa nk pike... i should enjoy my life more dr tensen2...

ok la.. malas nk ckp panjng2... these are pics yg i sempat nk upload....

mmg enjoy tym ni.... thanks guys... best laa korg nih... enjoy aur own tym yaa.... muaahhxxx

i miss someone so damn much.... pls laa.. blk cepat... really miss u....

aku yg gile....

iz been a while i xupdate my blog ni...tah la.. xde mood nk tulis pape... jiwa kaco... keje lg, personal life lg...

so far, da 3bln lebey i keje kt dept 2... mmm.. mbr2 len sume da kne rotate.. i gak yg stay kt dept 2... bos mntk i xtand kn lg 2-3 bln... sampai akak tue blk dr bersalin... so, i ganti sume keje2 dia... my fwen cite, de ade dgr my big bos kata nk absorb i kat dept 2... tp entah la.. xpenah dgr pape pn dr ofismate.. plus... separuh jiwa 2 xde.. huhuhu....trust me... letey dowhh.. keje blk kol 9lebey... dtg lak subuh2 sepie... masak sggh...

smlm i ngn ofismate g 'bersoSial'.. hehe.. istilah yg bdk2 2 wat sndri.. sbb asik2 muke2 ni yg lepak cafe pagi2 bute... pas keje, i, lin, anis, kilah, n aida g mkn ayam golek.. i penah mkn kt situ lamaaaa dlu.. 2 pn ngn my ex.. so, ble bdk2 ni tnye nk mkn pe, i cadangkan dat place la.. sumpah.. sedapp... berbaloi2 mkn c2...

pas2, oleh krna awal lg, i ajak dorg g shah alam... sj jek.. jenjln... bdk2 ni sume ex-UUM... biasa laa.. i suke kutuk sape2 yg dok UUM tue.. ulu bertam... tempat jin bertendang la... hahaha.. no offense.. sj jek gurau2 ngn dorg... i bwk dorg g i-city... seronok tgk dorg mcm org jakun tgk lampu... hehehe... again girls.. no offense... tp mlm semalam mmg best... pas tgk lampu2 tue, g lepak maple aka mamak... pas2, i bwk dorg pusing2 shah alam... tunjuk kn dr mule2 i stdy kt s.a, smpai kt uitm... ( da mcm pelancong lak kan.. heheh)

td lak, i ngn adik bradik i yg len g fun fair...gila laa.. i naik 2 mende yg extreme.. 1st men spider 2.. men 2, biasa2 jek.. cume sape2 yg gayat, plss dun ever try it.. hehehe.. 2nd game yg i main 2, glluupp.. rs nk terburai jek isi perut... penin dowwhhh.. tp best... berbaloi2 laa 10hinggit abes... hehehehe

apsal laaa aku tertgk FB 'dia'... 'dia' 2 refer 2 my ex... umm... which ex eh?? xyah taw la... i dunno la.. b4 ni xkesah pn.. ttb mlm ni, geram lak ble gatai2 tgk FB dia.. sejak ble plak laa pandai men FB... dia pn, after that incident, de xde msg or pape pn kat i... i pn xhinggin nk taw... wat past is past..(tp ble ingt blk, sakitnyee atie...)

Welcome HomE....

Lupe lak nk post skli td… arie ni my fwen yg da bebln2 keje kt Lubnan, nk blk M’sia.. tiap2 ari dok anta msg kt i… ckp de xsaba sgt nk blk sini… huhu… pelik kn.. org kt sini sibuk nak keluar… nk stdy abroad la.. nak keje overseas la… sbbnye??.. entah... sum say nk timba pengalaman... malas nk pike... (kate2 org yg xdpt g mane2.. huhuhu)

Lantak kome laa nk ckp pe… 4 me.. still ade pros n cons dok negara org nih… lu pike laa sndri…. Hehehe… ( tp teringin nak men salji taw… ble laa de org nk sponsor g men salji nih…) 

Well Azhar… selamat kembali ke tanah air yaa… Enjoy ur time here… da sampai sini, jgn lupe kt I lak.. hehe… blk johor, jgn lupe kn daku… dtg KL pn same… (ayat2 nk mntk org 2 blnje… hehehe)

Sebagai anak JaWa…’arek nyejaluk ngapuro sing akeh2…’… arghh.. payah btl nk tulis base jawa dlm rumi ni… hahaha… xpe2.. nnt kt speaking Jawa sesame ehh… owhh org kampong ku…

KusUt.... :(

me... at my new office ( muke kusut... sbb byk keje.. =(( )

Tgk.. ni namanye da dtg moood nk tulis blog.. hehe. Why?? I dunno… hehehe…

Ngah lunch break nih… malas nk lepak ngan lin n da geng kt level 11 tue.. slalu sgt lepak kt dept underwriting 2.. segan la plak.. once a while lepak kt dept sndri la.. hehehe…

Skrg ni, I kt claim dept.. yumm… dept yg paling busy dlm company ni.. hehe… most of da staff sume blk lewat2… hehe.. so far, I yg paling awal blk… n my ‘awal’ tue dlm kol 630-700…  ‘awal’ kn… ofcoz la.. patutnye ble blk kol 5… tp koje byk… nk xnk, terpaksa la stay… hehe

Mmg jaauhhhh bebeza masa tym practical dlu….kl dlu, tepat 530 jek, da siap2 tutp pc… beg pn da siap kemas… tgl slash card jek… den cabut…

2 tym stdy… skrg da start keje btl2… so, everything need to change… chaiyok2!!! Hehehe

Hehehe… suke2.. td dpt ckp ngn my Mr R.. hahaha… sape?? Xde sape la.. sj jek… hehe… seseorg yg slalu xde mood nk g keje cam sy ni, need sumthing to inspire with.. hahaha… so, I decide nk wat Mr R,  my inspiration… eceeewaahh… GATAL… hehe

Sian I kn… nape laa I tak cerdik IT.. kl x, da lama beger2 pc ni bia ade line tenet… so far, my dept ni dpt internet for those yg memerlukn jek.. since I new staff… so, pakai intranet jek la… waaaa….

Ape lg I nk mengarut dlm ni eh…mm… I br blk lunch ngn mbr2 office… jauh taw bejalan… g mkn kt Semantan a.k.a bgunan HP… sape2 yg familiar ngn damansara, taw kot… n otw blk td, i teserempak ngn sumone… looks familiar sgt2… sbb I slalu bc blog de.. tp xpenah nk comments pape... oleh krna de slalu post his own pic, so, rs2 mmg de la…

Frankly speaking, not bad gak la dat guy… haha… ( again… GATAL…) hehehe… tp pape pn, my Mr R tatap dihati… hahahhaha…(mende aku ngarut nih…. Hishh)

So, tomorrow ktorg plan nk mkn kt bangunan Bank Islam lak r… mcm best jek.. tp xpenah try… my fwen yg keje kat situ kate ‘blh tahan’… tgk la esok camne… hehehe

Goshhh… da abes tym lunch… kne start wat keje lak… adohaii…key la.. GTG… daaaa 

M.A.L.A.S... malaasssss

i kat office when I wrote dis thing… yup.. Lately I mmg malas sgt nk update my blog nie…every night mmg I online.. tp xde mood nk tulis pape.. so, online pn just nk tgk facebook, tagged… once a while bace blog org… xpn, bukak laptop pn smata2 nk tgk muve…

and yes… when I wrote dis thing, keje I belambak2… ngntuk sebenarnye… ngantuk tahap gaban nie… nk kira figure pn tah pape no I tekan kt kalkulator 2… arap2 sempat la siapkn keje ni b4 arie rabu… sbb khamis my supervisor nk tgk… gluup… arap xsalah la.. hehehe

Ya Allahhu Akbaarr.. mengantuknyee… ape laa yg mekcik ‘speaking’ tue bubuh dlm nasi tomato td 2… hehe… lunch td mkn nasi tomato… byk lak 2… kekenygan…huhuhu

Shit… smlm I g timbang kt kampong.. damn… berat I naik 1kilo… isk2.. punye laa I rajin bjln, keja bus, keja lrt… stil naik gak ker?? Haiya…. Pasni rsnye nk g gym la pas keje… even MNRB de provide gym, sekali pn I xpenah jejak… hehehe… allergic.. tp skrg, mcm tepaksa jek… isk2.. xpn join akak2 office masuk aerobic.. hahaha… untung2 ade poco2.. (I xreti nk poco2 dowhh… org len sume taw… I taw nyanyi lagu de jek.. hehehe)

Last week.. my fwen Ipin meninggal.. sbb leukemia… waa… sedey sgt… sampai kat kubo pn air mata dok meleleh jek… isk2.. dat day I tergerak nk g keje bwk kete…niat mmg nk g SJMC ng tikah… tp xsempat… dlm kol 2, awe msg… de ckp, Ipin dah meninggal… pas keje br I gerak g sg buluh.. tikah ngn mektuk tgu kt shah alam,. Den km gerak together2… isk2…direct g kubo.. seram 2 mmg la.. tp insap pn ade… cius beb.. insap.. kl nk mati, Allah xkesah tua or muda.. nk mati, bile2 boleh…

Sampai mlm I dok teringatkan ipin… he’s such a nice guy… btl..dlu, masa kat uitm, kl ktorg tensen2 ngn lecturer or bdk2 len.. ofcoz laa ktorg nk ngumpat… hehe… den de gak yg ingatkn ktorg.. xbaik ngumpat… mcm2 de bg nasihat… antara kwn2, de laa yg paling matured… hummm…. Ipinnnnnn….

Pas blk dr kubo, cam biasa la… kl da jmpe geng2 lama..melepak la km… I, tikah, mektuk, apis ngn choke jek… caer xdpt nk join coz de hal.. awe lak… xdpt dikesan… borak pnye borak… sampai mgrb.. pas smyg mgrb kt petronas, I singah kt subang… dinner ngn a.shah trus… hehehehe… (sempat lg… huhuhu)

review minggu ke2....

cam biasa la... ble blk kg, br i wat highlight -  full review bout my self.. sepanjng 2mgu nih....

1. arie2 blk keje lewat... waa... tp smlm laa plg lewat.. pas mgrb br blk.. keje byk... xnk dtg arie sabtu.. dats y sanggup stay back smpai mlm.... tp past 2 weeks,mmg letey sgt.... ciuslly... blk umah... pas mandi, smyg, mkn... trus tdo... =)) nk bersocial pn da susah skrg.. xlarat baaiii

2. ade problem skit wif my ex.... ceess.. post yg i created ri2 pn khas utk de.... mmg laa xpatut i ckp cam2... tp hangin sgt.... bkn laa nk bekira.. tp xle ker pikir utk masa dpn... kl perangai spesis mcm 2, bek toksah... simpan je laa utk gf br de....
~ td he did sms me...n he said, de da byr utang da.... heehe.. i noe.. i truk... lantak la u guys nk ckp pe... i pn da admit yg i ni truk.... so, my dearie... 'enjoy' ur new gf....

3. risau2.. a.shah admitted lg... ni pasai denggi lak... td ms i called de, uncle de yg angkat..uncle de xplain bout his condition... de ckp, a.shah kne masuk air dlm badan... risau2... nk g sane, tp xtaw jln... isk2...

4. xtaw nk ckp pe lg... ni jek kot so far... mata ngantuk.. ptg krg nk bwk adek g jenjln kt pekan.... key la.. tito dlu.....

ADE AKU KESAAAAHHHH??????

ADE AKU KESAH

KO ADE GF BARU... ADE AKU KESAAHH???

ADE AKU KESAH...

TAKAT KO KEJE CAM2, PAS2 NK EKSEN2 N KEREK NGN AKU...

ADE AKU KESAH....

BDK YG KO DPT 2, BDK KECIK... A.K.A ADEK IKAN...

ADE AKU KESAH...

LANTAK KO LAA NK LUNYAI KN MINAH 2.... ADE AKU JELES???

ADE AKU KESAH....

TAKAT KEJE SAME NGN KO.. ARI2 DPT JMPE KO..

ADE AKU KESAH...

TAKAT NEK MOTOR KO 2, SIMPAN JE LAA....

ADE AKU KESAH...

AKU TOLONG KO BG IKLAN MCM2, TP KO SENGAL SGT.. EKSEN SGT... NK GAK KEJE 7E KO 2... CAM2, BEK KEJE KILANG.. LG MASYUK

ADE AKU KESAH....

ADE AKU KESAH???? 

ADE AKU KESAHHH?????

ONE THING YG AKU PERLU KESAAHH

KO BWK ANAK DARA ORG KULUR KILIR...

BELANJE ANAK DARA ORG SANE SINI....

NAMUNNNN....

BAAII... BILE KO NK BYR UTANG AKU???

HAH.. TANG NI AKU KESAH....!!!!!!!!!

who am i????

1) mmm... am i a very bad sister??
~not reallyy... but 4 me...ok i admit... i jahat.... 

2)am i a very fierce sister???
~ yes i am... even my lil sister takot ngn i... huhuhu
~ she did say dat.... "kak ipah...shida takot ngn kak yaq... even ayah garang... tp kl nk banding kn ayah ngn kak yaq.. shida lg takot kat kak yaq..." cesss... am i dat FIERCE???

3) am i gentle??
~ 4 me... yup... but.. sumtym jek la... most of da tym, i ni rough...

4) am i 'mulut lazer'
~ once again... i admit... yes... but sumtym... especially when i sakit atie n marah... mulut ttb jd lazer....

5) am i 'shy2 cat'
~ unfortunately... i admit it.. yes... kadang2.. sampai malu xkena pd tempat.. bile benda yg patut malu, i xreti malu pun... cessss

6) am i loyal??
~ most of da tym... yes... especially wif my luv one... but dlu penah gak wat perangai... Sowiiiii'

 7) am i PaNdai....
~ entah... sengal jek rsnye.... i xpandai... tp i perasan pandai jek... =P btl.. sumpah... even PMR n SPM sengal... tp still rs diri pandai... ehh.. suke atie laaaa.... my life!! hehehe

8) am i cute
~ yessssssssssssssss...... hahaha.. perasan btl maknyaahhhh

9) am i gud gurl??
~ frankly speaking... NO..IM NOT

10) am i 'byk mulut???'
~ yessssssssssssss 10x... hahaha... azam tahun br... nk jd pendiam... hehehe...(blh jd kerr???)

11) lastly... sorry for everything.....

Im CrAzy... ToTally....

Goshhh.. Wat is wrong wif me??????????

td i tido siang...den i dream about someone yg da agak lama i xcontact... sape?? my ex... en Azizul... makaaihh... ape ke halnye nih....gilo apoo????

yg i ingat... dlm mimpi i 2, i g becuti... kt tepi pantai.. ngn mbr2 sekolah... den pakcik 2 pun ade... and bwk skli gf br de... ceess... ive never meet her new gf.. tp camne tah boleh tmimpi... sengal... bile bangun.. siap meleleh air mata.. 2 yg xle belahh.. wat is wrong wif mee?????? out of nowhere... ttb jek muncul sume2 tu... sumpah... i xpenah pike psl dia n wat so ever....cesss

when i woke up... i trus msg de...

me "sy mimpi awk td..."

gjol "mimpi ape? rindu laa 2..." ceehh.. chooiiii

me " mmpi awk bwk gf br awk jumpe sy.."

gjol " lawa x gf sy dlm mimpi awk 2..."

me " lawa lg sy la... gemuk.. besa..." hahahaha... i mmg jahat kl ngn de... suke sakitkn atie de

gjol " humm... cenggitu.."

me " ape pasaan de gf br nih? is she nice? ok?"

gjol " bese jek awk.. haha"...

pas2, i da malas nk msg de...AGAIN... i dunno wat's wrong wif me... skrg da new year... suppose i da lupekn sumenye....

frankly speaking... ade laa sikit jeles, sakit atie ngn menyampah... tp wat's da point??? de ngn i da lama xde pape... kwn jek... n ape hak i nk jeles sume 2.... huumm... i need more therapy nih... nk buang sume yg xguna outta my head... ciusly... i hate to 'ingat kenangan lama' nih....

i think i know y.... maybe sbb abg shah g Jakarta xblk2.. n i felt sooo lonely... (hahaha.. desperate sampai cam gitu kah??... hahaha...) i noe... SELEKEH kn....

cukup2... enough is enough.... no more.... xpayah ingat kenangan lama... wat sakit atie... cukup laa ri2 i da kne slander ngn Aznan.... he's married.... n he SlaNder me... kate I yg called de... da truth is... de yg xmalu calling2.... xsedar diri da kawen.... hahahaha.... DA2... STOP IT.... NO MORE...

NEW YEAR... NEW DAY... NEW JOURNEY.....